I realized that I was intentionally singling myself out because I wanted to keep my connection to spirit private. A part of me wants mediumship to just be between me and God. I want to be alone. But, it isn’t just for me. Despite doing medium readings for a decade and knowing how to pull through significant evidence, I still don’t feel like I am ready to step out into the world.
Like me, I think most people struggle with an “imposter complex” (they feel not good enough to do something). You may never think you’re good enough to do what you’ve been called to do. Even when you’re not living your purpose, the calling will still be there like a weight in your gut. The longer you live without doing it, the heavier the weight becomes. You may compare yourself to others doing the work you feel called to do.